Wanted to say something that was troubling me. Get it out my system. My stepfathers, Ian's mother. She has this kind of arrogance air around here wherever she goes. Like she owns the world. But in fact shes quite disturbing and rude. First I was staying at my stepfathers house once, and while being in the room upstairs I hear her say 'Thats his dick' and Ian said 'mother no'.

On Christmases night I hear her say 'You are gong to be downstairs'. She was referring to this brothel of soul abuse I 'domestication brothel' I call where they put you in and domesticate you. Not only I don't like it and want to be as far away from it as possible but they wanna put me in the a crap down stairs place! What a cheek. Well, my boycott to that is not to speak with them for a while and not to do any thing about that 'prison'. The English love putting people in 'it' and have control over you. Deluding them selves that they have power over you. IT SUCK THER. IT IS CRAP. Once they put you in 'it' INSIDE they will look for ways to abuse your SOUL, take your money and anything you do and say shall and will be used against you. This is what kind of place this is. Our society. Hell. Welcome to England anyway.

Another occasion, when walking downstairs in Ians house and she was sitting downstairs, she said 'its cock time'. I think she is sick.

On numerous occasions I have heard that people said once they saw me on the street 'Whats he doing outside, put him back in'. Some went and said 'its ok he is allowed out'. Allowed out like a dog. Fools, all of you are fools to be looking at my business. You have no power over me. I do not allow you anything. Such short time we are her yet you wanna make a negative impression on me and not want me to return to earth by putting me through 'hell'? Well so far you have done wonderful job. As I want to be as far as possible from western society. In fact as far as possible from stupid white man and woman.

To all you who love locking people in the domestication brothel I would like to inform you that in my opinion the highest thing you can show to another person is kindness and love. Those two qualities are like the sun is to flower. When you lock people in the darkness of your judgment system you take away the sun and want them to die. You are sad and sometimes evil people, who may rise at first but then at then shall fall – Mohatma Ghandi said that

I recall that Dr. K.Ivanov saying to me, after I told him that 'nothing is holding me in London'. He said well 'if nothing is holding you then I shall hold you back'. He said that with a lot of viciousness and anger in his voice like he was annoyed that I am ready to go from hellish London.

On another occasion, Ian's mother got a bit bolder and said to me face to face 'lets see your...' of course she was referring to my dick. By the way she is about 80 years old and still loves looking at dicks. On the whole of things she is quite cold and unpleasant woman who's quickly loosing her mind and become demented. I don't like her and don't want to have much to do with her.

In fact almost every person I meet is trying to see my dick. So if you are reading this, I have now hidden my dick so well that you will never find it. So just save your efforts and enjoy your life instead of trying to look for my dick! Please have good time in the little time you have left on this beautiful planet! This is my wish to all you 'dick spotters' to have happiness, joy, harmony, prosperity and more love than you can handle every minute of the 24 hours! I wish this to every being in every detention and plane every now, before and later.

Ian my step father is more sane. His good at communication, at business and has a lot of experience in real world. Also his rather generous usually lending me money when I don't have enough. Also he can be a good gentlemen and give others freedom and their space. But on the bad side his and energetic vampire and will try to make holes in your head to suck your energy. This is very primitive and will only weaken him after very short boost of energy. It is like a sniff of cocaine – for few moments your high then you down lower then you were before. Hi is also very despotic and will look for an argument when there is no need for one. One the whole of things his good qualities override his negative qualities and his manageable to deal with.

GREEN STUFF

As part of joining the ethical bank co op they gave me a very informative magazine called The ethical Consumer 1 off gratitude issue of the ethical consumer

Now here they have review of most ethical goods and services ever. So they revised some foods and gave them score from 20 to 1. 20 being the most ethical. Here is more on those categories in details

Best to buy things that have a score from 20 to 15 which = Good on the ethical meter. 14 to 10 is average. 9 – 5 is poor, 4 – 1 is very poor and you would really like to avoid such products as they do not care much about ethics, people, environment, society or anything else apart from making money. That is making money at your expense, the expense of your society and environment! So in the end if you do not pay for the environmental and social degradation they create, your children or their children shall pay. So to make things good for your self and future generations (sustainable development) it would be wise to try to buy most ethical goods they are on the market. That way you are making a difference! Yes, you little person, are making a big difference single handedly changing the whole way businesses are conducted.

If you would like to know where our society is heading please have a look atthis 1.5 minute short clip http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WgxvzCoK0B8

Ok now here are the most ethical products which I buy on daily basis.

1.BREAD

NAME COMPANY GROUP THICAL SCORE

Paul's Soyfoods Ltd 17
Authentic Authentic Bread Co 16
Doves Farm Doves Farm Foods 15
Saker Saker Vage. Foods 15
Village Bakery Bells of Lazonby 14
Bell's of Lazonby Bells of Lazonby 13
Warburtons Org Warburtons Ltd 13

Don't know any of the above apart from Village Bakery which can be bought in Sainsburys. The other breads you may be above to find in health shops.

2.BUTTER

Suma Matthews Grp/Suma 16.5
Pure Matthews Group 15.5
Biona Windmill Organics 14.5
Rachel's Dean Foods 14

NOW THE BAD GUYS

Flora Unilever 3

3.WASHING MACHINES

Servis Antonio Merloni 12
Candy/Hover Candy SpA 11.5
Smeg Smeg SpA 11.5

4.Herbal Tea

Equal Exchange green teas 17
Qi teas 17
Dragonfly rooibos 16
Hambleeden Herbs teas 16
Clipper organic teas 15.5

I've been buying Equal Exchange rooibos teas and they are great! Rooibos tea, also known as Redbush is super healthy tea. Read more about its health benefits here such as slowing down aging process, helps pacify infants with colic, stomach cramps and sleeping problems, zinc for healthy, smooth skin, contains magnesium which is necessary for a healthy nervous system, helps to give you strong bones and teeth because of its calcium, manganese and fluoride content and more! Its wonder tea. http://www.savannahimports.com/health.htm

5.Skincare

Organic Blue 15
Faith in Nature 15
honesty 14.5
Neal's Yard 14
Green People 14
Weleda 14

NOW THE BAD GUYS!

Neutrogena 4.5
Body Shop 3.5
Dove 1.5
L'Oreal 2
Oil of Olay 1

6. Laundry detergents, washing up liquids, multi surface cleansers and more!

Bio-D Bio-D Company 16.5
Clear Spring Faith Products 16
ECOS Earth Friendly 15

BAD GUYS

Ariel, Bold, Daz, Dreft, and Fairy all scored 1

7.Computers

Evesham Evesham Tech 12
Mesh Mesh Computers 12
Viglen Amshold Securities 11

The poor ones!

Dell 9.5
Apple 8
HP 7
IBM 5.5

8.On the go – coffe shops and sandwitch shops

AMT FT coffee AMT Coffee 15
Coffee Republic Coffee Republic plc 13
Caffe Nero Caffe Nero Group Plc 12
Costa FT Whitebread plc 10.5

poor ones

Subway Doctor's Associates 10
Costa Coffee Whitbread Plc 9.5
Starbucks Starbucks corp. 7.5

9.Challenging Coca Colonialism – Fizzy Drinks

Fizzy dirnks are not healthy as it is because the sparklin water irritates your stomach. Best to dirnk still water.

Fentiman's Fentimans Ltd 14
Irn-Bru/Tizer Ag Barr plc 13
Rubicon Rubicon Products 13

The pathetic losers are:

Red Bull Red Bull GmbH 10.5
Lucozade GllaxoSmithKline 5
Ribena GlaxoSmithKline 5
Coca-Cola/Fanta Coca-Cola Co 3
Lilt/Sprite Coca-Cola Co 3
7Up/Pepsi Pepsi Co 1.5

Shop for those on Internet and you may get free delivery!

10.Sugar

Equal Exchange FO Equal Exchange 17
Co-op F Nirvana Sugars 15
Tradcraft Fo Traidcraft plc 15

11.Sunscreen

Green People Green People Co 16
Urtekram Urtekram 15.5
Weleda Weleda AG 15.5
Dr. Hauschka WALA Heilmittel 15.5
Honesty Honesty Cosmetics 15

There are many more names in the table but I only recommend the good ones and show which ones to stay away from if you care anything about our environment, society and your children's future.